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Today is my dad's birthday, I suppose I should call him and say happy birthday but I don't want to. He is a complete and utter idiot and I'm really mad at him right now. He closed up his 'business' to drive down to Arizona and help out my mom, but when he vacated his apartment he gave the landlord an extra month's rent money, even though he wasn't going to be there at all and wasn't going to move back in or anything! What a waste of money. He said something about not wanting to leave people hanging and that if he wants to throw his money away, he can, which makes me so incredibly angry. I barely have money for bills and groceries and stuff I need and he's just doing stupid things with his money, even though he knew that I needed money (which I've never received). So I'm not speaking to him until he apologizes and sends me my money. Although he probably won't ever apologize since he doesn't think he did anything wrong.

I do have a little bit of money I could use from the savings account that my grandma made for me, but it's supposed to have $300 in it and it only has $177 right now, so I shouldn't, because I need to put $123 back in it anyway. Oh well. I'll just eat every random thing we have, not much, and then put off going to the store until I absolutely have to. We have some stuff to make but not very much and it's all missing some ingredients so I guess I'll be eating plain rice and plain pasta for a while. Being poor sucks! At least I have electricity and stuff like that though.