Inadequate

I am super sad. I had to call out sick a day last week so on my check I didn't make very much money. I was hoping to have enough so I could buy some books this week but I didn't. Sad. I barely have enough for all my bills. I really wanted to read the new Kushiel's Legacy book that came out, the last one in the series. I guess it can wait a little bit though since I wouldn't be able to read it right off even if I did buy it, because I have a bunch of library books right now too. So I'll be patient for a little bit more.

I hope I can get more money sometime soon, because my glasses keep breaking. I took them in to be fixed last time and the optometrist said that I should just get new ones, these aren't going to last much longer. I want to get contacts but they are expensive, too, either way I have to get an eye exam again and the exam itself costs money too.

I like being independent, but at the same time I hate not having anything to fall back on. I don't have savings or insurance or anything. It's pretty depressing.

It's my fault though.

I hate complaining all the time when I write so I haven't written any posts in a while. I might not for a while again until good things happen again!